#SuperSadPlaylist

Picture this scene:

Your car its broke, nobody was able to lend another car or give you a ride, you have to use the public transportation, so you leave at 6:21 from work because your people got you delayed, its now 8:30 and you still stuck in traffic because the route that the bus take its not the best, after two hours and three different buses how would you feel?

Well that happened to me yesterday, so I was in the bus listening to my 'SuperSad' playlist and the bus driver as always was listening regeton music very loud. In the middle of the bus I just started crying, I was tired AF, plus my boss just told me early that day that my schedule was going to change and so my entire team, it was all so stressful, I kept crying as quietly as I could for the remainig ride back home. I was embarased thinking that someone would realize that I was crying -Nobody did- So I kept thinking about sad things, I know Im a masochist, kinda like it because it lets me to get rid of all of the stress I get at work.

On my way home I decided to call my grandma, we talked for 15 minutes and one second, I forgot why I was sad and I like to think I made her happy receiving my call.

I keep thinking I made a wrong choice but then again the previous choice was a bad one too. I can admit that, now Im sleepless and I dont wanna do nothing tomorrow even tho I have to -Not a choice- I guess I'll start listening to my 'SuperSad' playlist again, That dont mean that Im sad, Its just that I like the feel when I listen to that type of music.

Day 6 and Im still the same, 13 days to go, I'd might have a mental breakdown eachday from now on. Oh well, nothing new to report. Night!